My husband and I have been married for 37 years, and we have settled into a companionable silence. Of course, we do share stories and talk about the things that need to be discussed. But most of the words have been said. We have a shared history that gives context and meaning even to our silence. We know each other’s hearts. Even if we don’t speak, just to be in each other’s presence brings peace and joy.
This morning, the day before Resurrection Sunday, I was on my face talking to the Lord. I read Psalm 22 (and others) and thanked Jesus for being despised and reproached for me (v.6). I honored Him for taking my beating and being poured out like water for me (v. 14). I praised Him for telling me of the Father’s name and renown (v. 22). I prayed for that day when everyone in all nations will remember and turn to the LORD, and all the families of the earth will worship before Him (v. 27). What a day that will be when the LORD rules over the nations (v. 28).
Once I was done praising God for His plan of redemption and including me in it, I discussed a few things with Him. And I waited for His response. After some time, I asked the Lord, “Is there anything else You would like to say to me before I get up?” And I waited. . . and waited. Nothing came to mind.
Finally, I had the sense that the Lord said, “I just enjoy spending time with you.” That melted my heart!
The Lord and I have a history together. We know each other’s hearts. Most of the words have been said, yet we just enjoy being in each other’s presence. The Lord and I have settled into a companionable silence. I love that!